People kept telling me
that I should’ve abandoned you

But when you think about it
thinking about myself
is exactly what they wanted
me to do

How could I leave
such a beautiful boy behind
my little boy without his mother
Never even crossed my mind

Until you were old enough
to break my heart
Which was always my hesitancy
from the start

I thought I saw it coming
yet I didn’t want to swerve
And the treatment I stayed behind for
I know that I didn’t deserve

I do almost anything for you
I did do anything for you
and I still failed

© she
November 28, 2016

when I look at my children this is what see mother and child them and me
Mama misses you Potter (my deceased dog)


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