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SABOTAGING

SABOTAGING…

Am I intensionally
trying to sabotage
my happiness
with another

There are behaviors
that I’m making
a mountain out of
a mole hill

Sabotaging…

There are knit picked
things that I could
easily choose to
overlook

Or wisely choose another
battle that’s worth
a bone of contention

Sabotaging​…

There’s small characteristics
that I am forcably
comparing to another’s
cruel personality towards
me

Sabotaging…

I’ve grown accustomed
to being treated neglectfully
But then resenting myself
to the depths of my soul
for accepting it

Sabotaging…

Misunderstanding almost
every verbal and non verbal
communication
No answer is perfect
and neither am I

I just keep asking myself
Why won’t I give anyone else
a chance to love me
Loneliness feels safer

Sabotaging…

© she
May 7, 2017

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