I’ve been feeling so worthless lately. Today I cried. My new “friend” has been acting like they don’t care about me. So I broke it off (along with other disrespectful ways they were treating me) Even though I broke it off, they haven’t even shed a tear. I mean, aren’t I even worth a tear or a full day of grieving for losing me? Am I that bad of a person? My own son doesn’t even want to have anything to do with me. What did I do wrong? Was I that bad of a mom? Did I try to hard? Did I hover too much? Was I too strict? Was I too overprotective? Was my being there for him too much for him to handle? I mean his father wasn’t helping and one of us parents had to do it. I wasn’t trying to be a “cool mom” like his dad was trying to be. I was trying my best to do what was best for my son, be a mother.