I just keep screwing things up for myself. I’m so damn impatient. I tell myself that I need to wait, wait wait. To take my time, to rebuild myself from scratch, but I always seem to do this while pressuring someone else into a relationship that they themselves aren’t ready for.
Yesterday’s therapy session:
July 27, 2018
I never thought I had alot of control over much, especially coming from an
abusive marriage As a matter
of fact my therapist asked
me to make a list.
My list only had about 5 things on it.
Which were hard for me to even
come up with since I left him
Things I can FINALLY control NOW:
2. What I say
3. What/How I express myself
4. What I CHOOSE to tell people
5. Whether or not I react in anger
Then she gave me this list and now I feel like I can control SO MUCH MORE!! I feel EMPOWERED!!