THE TIME OF DAY

THE TIME OF DAY

Past suitors
I wouldn’t have given
the time of day
Here, I am giving you
the time of day
and you’re not reciprocating

What’s wrong with you
What’s wrong with me
What’s wrong with this
picture

The others were worth
ten times
the time of day
than you’ve ever been
since I’ve known you
Yet I chose you to break
my heart

Why do I feel so unworthy
Is this my karma
When anyone else would
feel lucky to have me

© she
August 15, 2017
#narcissists #emotionalabuse #neglect

DISTRUCTIVE WORD

When you say hurtful (verbally abusive) words to another, how dare you think that those words aren’t remembered or effective to the psych? Out of anger or not, you need to watch what you say! Some words can’t be forgiven and if they are, the abuse will continue…

I’ve been in a relationship with someone for the past three months and they’ve called me every name in the book out of anger (mutherfucker, dumbass, bitch, petty, that i deserved to be alone because of my insecurities, Ms.know-it-all) etc, etc and they’ve even told me that I deserved all the abusive treatment that I received from my previous 18 yrs of marriage) but not have I ever once stepped to thier level and responded with the same violent distructive words that they have… and trust me, they deserved it.

Now, if this isn’t an emotionally and verbally abusive narcissist than I don’t know what is. All I know is that I deserve better than this person. 

BULLY


*BULLY*

How can he say that it isn’t
mentally or emotionally abuse
when he’s been saying these
thirteen words for years

“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”
“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can just leave”

Slowly and unconsciously
coaching his son to treat his
wife and the mother of thier
child the same way…

He may as well start saying,
“If you don’t like the way WE’RE
treating you, then you can leave”

Two bullies ganging up on
a woman who doesn’t
deserve it No one deserves
to be bullied

WHAT’S A BULLY? A BULLY
is a person who uses strengh,
power and control to
intimidate those who are
weaker typically to force
him or her to do what one
wants.

“If you don’t like the way I treat you, then you can leave”

And finally one day she did

© she
July 19, 2016